Tonight I will not sleep well..............

Tomorrow morning is our buzzilionth court date for Theo. For the most part, no one has asked me about it. Not because they don't care but because I don't really talk about it myself. It is not that I am not hopeful, more like peaceful.
Sure, I started out wanting a baby but now I want this baby no matter how old he gets before he gets home. We started out trying to find him and because of that we now have Ben. What a gift.
I can't wait to go get him, no matter how long it takes for that to happen. Waiting patiently is not easy so I try to keep myself busy to distract me. Thank goodness Ben is such a handful. He's a terrific distraction!! Haha!